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I was just skimming through old blogs of friends that I used to follow on Xanga. All I have to say is, "What happened?" What happened to the man I used to be? I had so many opportunities at love and with great girls...every single one of them. I've noticed that on more than one occasion, I came out of the relationship thinking that I had been wronged by the other half of the relationship. It was their fault that it didn't work. I wish I could go back in time and have a "redo." Now I'm not saying that every single relationship I've ever had could work, but I was definetly lacking in some departments of effort. There were many relationships that ended quite poorly. Now I sit here alone and worried that will be my everlasting status. I find a way to screw up relationships. The last relationship was the only one in which I tried 2,000% to make things work. I'm not saying that she was the proverbial "One", but I think I wanted to show myself that I could compromise. All the compromising in the world didn't save that relationship. I sit here and wonder if I had compromised more would things in other relationships have turned out differently. Possibly. So, if any of my "Exes" somehow manage to read this, just know...I'm sorry. I apologize for being set in my ways, for being self-centered, for leading you on, etc. There is much that I've done wrong and I apologize. Each relationship had different errors attributed to it. I wish I could have been the man that each of you deserved. You're all beautiful, intelligent women that will find or have found what you are looking for. I consider myself lucky that I was able to share a couple moments with you in both of our lives. I'm sorry.

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